iono wut should i feel rite now...omg..i'm so freakin depress...first..i'm kinda happy dat i found out he lyk me too...but i'm so freakin sad dat he has to move to mexico ..i really don't noe ...sigh~~ i love every single seconds n minutes n hours dat has sumthing to do wit him...i love talkin on the fone wit him until 4 sumthin on the mornin....i love his voice...i love to b in his arms..i love his smell..i love his everythin...but he has to move...T_T..sigh~~ iono

friday was the BEST time dat i ever had wit him...today was kinda kool..he picked me up at church n we went to lollicup n talk n stuff....so yea...took  pic wit him....n yea..

*rememberin good memories make u cry and rememberin bad memories make u laugh*

<3 lawrencia

ystd..last day of school...it seems lyk a normal day ...i still wanna go to school...i wish we could just go to school n chat instead of study or sumthin..o well.....in life..ppl come n go..so it's part of life...n i'm a SOPHOMORE now...yay..lol..i think my freshie year is the best school year dat i had so far...hope dat next year is better tho...o well..ystrd..took a lot of pic...n after school wen to mall n eat n walk around n stuff..it was fun...omg..wenever i think about the seniors leavin..i wanna cry so bad T_T....n lately i sleep so less...only about lyk 4 or 5 hours of sleep...talkin on the fone too much...haha..but i think it's worth it tho.. sleep at 2 sumthin last nite n den woke up at 6 n den go to ralphs wit flor n my dad to buy ppl balloons n flower..n den got home at 7 sumthin n den bored so i wen on but around 8 sumthin i decided to go back to sleep since i got so less sleep for lyk couple days....but den ppl started to callin me ..so annoyin ...but i continue on sleepin..haha..n woke up at 10 sumthin n took shower n do nthn...so yea..bored as heck...but later i'm gonna go to the grad so yea..n we mite go out eat after it n den go sleepover in flor's house wit van n von...n yup...fun fun later...but sad too..coz we mite c the seniors for the last time....T_T..i don't wanna c b to dem...T_T but i think we should feel happy for dem coz finally they're graduatin from h/s n go to college..iono..o well...

for the seniors:

Goodbye to you my senior friends
I hope that I have earned a place in your hearts for you not to forget me
Thou I might just be a Freshmen I hope that you have learned something from me as I have from you
I hope that I well see you in the future and when we do I will greet you with a smile and a hug and I hope you well too
I am happy to have been part of your life even thou it was just a year but
It felt like forever to me and I feel I have made friends for life
I hope u feel the same about me
So wipe off those tears for it is not farewell forever because you never know what the future brings
This is just the beginning of the end but for now Goodbye my dear friends until next time

BORED!!!

ThIs Or ThAt...

::aim or yahoo:: aim

::cell phone or aim:: mm…both?? =P

::tv or computer:: computer fo shoo!!!

::movies or mall:: depend wit who…xD

::pink or purple:: pink

::purple or blue:: blue

::blue or pink:: blue ( no black??)

::more important:friends or family:: family (honestly both)

::coke or pepsi:: coke

Mr.PeRfEcT...

::height:: taller den 5’3”

::younger or older:: older..duh!!

::by alot or alittle:: a lil it’s okay..but a lot is best..not dat old tho..xD

::hair color:: black

::long or short hair:: short - -lll

::eye color:: don’t care

::braces:: it’s okay

::glasses:: don’t care

::contacts:: good

::piercings:: awesome

::tatooes:: O_O rr…sure~~

::cuss alot:: mm…not dat much

::smoke:: mm..rather not

::drink:: it’s okay

::would he walk u to ur door:: yea

::who would do the most talkin:: him

::shy or outgoing:: outgoing

::honest:: no duh!!!

::funny:: of course!!!

RiGhT nOw...

::are you wearing clothes or pajamas:: clothes

::wearing anything on ur feet:: nope

::if so then what:: mm..too bad..i have nthn =P

::jeans:: short jeans

::what exactly are you wearing:: white shirt n short jeans

::nails painted:: kinda faded LOL..

::what color:: pearl color xD

::earings:: nope

::how many:: i said no

::necklaces:: yup..always

::how many:: 1

::what r u doin:: doin dis survey?? Isn’t it obvious??

<3

hei ppl..long time not update dis thing...almost 2 months...o well..got our yearbook last friday...n my pic looked lyk *eeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwww* ..can't even describe it..lol..n signin yearbook is crazy...so confusin too..coz i was lyk..err..who has my yearbook n who has my insert n who has my other insert...ahahhaha..lmao..n i lost my markers too..since everyone is lyk yellin n grabbin  everythin n go crazy..haha..but it's fun n worth it at the end..hehe...thx to ppl dat wrote a long ass thing for me......LOVE U GUYS!!..hehe...let me think wut else..o ..i really DO wish dat time could go back...n a lot of things bring so much memory to me n make me  n sumtimes T_T..sigh~~ n 8 more days b4 school's out n 6 more days of school days n 12 more days n i'm gonna b out of here..hehehe..i'm gonna b in INDO!! INDO BABE!!! WOOHOO....oo..CONGRATZ TO THE SENIORS!!!! ..i'm gonna miss u guys..i don't think the seniors gonna read dis tho..lol...the thought about seniors gettin graduate made me sad+wanna cry+mad...LOL...iono...its weird..well..i guess ppl dat close to me noe wut i mean or y the reason i feel dat way...sigh~~ but i think i should feel happy for dem coz they're gettin graduate n go to college n they could b success in life...

lets talk about today..mm..mornin..as usual..yvonne n flor came to my house n do sumthin n later on go to school tghtr...n after school me von tina ada n a lot of ppl hang out on the front lawn...n later on van came...so yea..von's bro picked von n me up...n we went to von's house...but von's bro drove me home coz he thought i'm goin home...hahaha...so funny..n wen we're in front of my  house ..von told him dat we're goin to their house..hahaha..so freakie...lol..so we went to von's house n do nthn..n later on we went to life plaza n met up wit von's cuz n his friends..n i felt weird coz i don't noe wut they're talkin about..haha..i think i should learn chinese...hahaha...i really do..xD..n yea...later on von's bro dropped me at my house...n wen i got home..my parents told me to help dem clean up the kitchen..so i helped dem for about an hour..n den i wen online n helped dem again..so yea..so tired now..n i think i'm done wit my blog for today...bbb

<3 u ppl...